Sean came home and I ran to him for a hug and all I could do was mention Kristen. We hugged for a moment and then I went straight back to cleaning
A few years ago I dont think this would have effected me the same way, but after losing my mom and having another baby, my life has changed a great deal. People mean more to me, my friendships actually effect my life, and my inner circle includes a great deal more people than it once did.
I spoke with Kristen lastnight and she is coming back home later this week. I told her she could stay with me and she said she’d probably stay a night with me and that she certainly wouldnt be staying at her parents.
I pray I’ll know what to do for her. I just cant imagine the pain she must be in. I pray I dont say the wrong thing or try to minimize her loss in anyway. I guess I’ll just follow her lead. If she wants to talk, we’ll talk and if not, then we’ll just go one with life the way we usually do.
Thats how me and Kristen usually do things, we ignore the hard things and just laugh about the other stuff thats left.